Towards year end we go and Pablo Picasso helps me get free. Abstract portraits, and one with me in my black sweatshirt turned inside out, appear.

 

Thinking about Pablo

 

 

With 1992 in the background, and me standing with my sweatshirt inside out, a fitting end to 1993.

 

 

1993 – Self (12/93)

 

 

Painting is symbols, symbols are meaning, painting is meaning.

 

 

December 1993

 

 

The cheese stands alone.

 

 

Self – The Cheese Stands Alone (12/93)

 

 

Portrait of Vincent VanGogh (1/1/94)

Always, back to Vincent and basics. Be strong, be sure

and be fast. Be.

 

 

Portrait of David Winter (1/94)

The Duke of the Park came to see me, looking different from his usual, no beard. He looked almost the same, so I painted him. Frameless heads on nameless walls (to quote a song).

 

 

 

I was so busy painting I 1993 that it’s December 23rd, 1993 as I write this. It’s been too long between writings; press on for 1994.

 

 

 

Hey, how about those Japanese? Just something simple.

 

Two Faces (2/4/94)

 

Wouldn’t it be great to get one, every once in a while?

 

Blow Job (2/12/94)

 

Simplicity, as few strokes as possible.

 

 

Portrait of Pablo Picasso in 1965 (2/13/94)

 

 

I was thinking about if my sons should have any of my paintings, would they drink and think of me upon my demise? Thinking of Henri Matisse.

 

 

Thoughts of a Son (upon the death of Henri Matisse) – (3/20/94)

 

 

Don’t know how many times I’ve found my naked wife at my feet as I read the evening news. Nice thought.

 

 

Married Life (2/26/94)

 

 

“aaaaahhhhhh, it’s been four months in the house due to winter, splash, splash and flash, in colors. Pollack, the hero.”

 

 

April, and Jackson Pollack (4/94)

 

 

You are born by yourself, expelled, as it were, to find your way through hurting until you find your lover. Find peace with each other.

 

Phases of Life in Three (3/94)  - 1

Phases of Life in Three (3/94)  - 2

Phases of Life in Three (3/94)  - 3

 

 

Hey, how did you like that?