Saturday, December 20th, 1997            

 

 

9AM and all is well.

 

Snakes lack ears,

comes word from the Disney Channel.

 

 

 

 

Poem to Judy for Christmas, 1997

 

 

I couldn't possibly say how much I love you and how much

you mean to me.

 

All's I can say

is how much I look forward to seeing your face each

and every morning,

knowing,

 

I'm the lucky one.

 

I love you Judy.

 

Merry Christmas.

 

 

Christmas Day, 5:37 PM

 

 

 

 

I don't think a phone call from you was too much to ask for, or expect. I guess I was wrong.

Everyone says it's there age but I wonder. How could someone so young know how to hurt like

that, then I remember why I left.

 

 

December 30th, 1997 in the morning at about twenty after eleven.

 

 

 

 

I once said no, twice in diagrams:

 

 

Forms, not Functions

 

 

Different form, same function, but just like the diagrams show

the form is different, and so are functions (it’s political).

 

People behave as they are, not how we'd like

and as changes occur, you shouldn't assume

the future will be a continuation of the past.

 

Some people like to think they're not special

and that when they move along

those left behind

will be fine, taken care of by themselves

as well as the fine intentions of “the following”.

 

 

This is not true because the basic assumption is false.

 

Some people are special, and their absence is vacuum.

 

I'll never understand why some people are where they are,

while others are wasted by the ones who know not what to do,

nor who they are.

 

Arriving, they have no thoughts

but those they steal from others.

 

Pardon me but that's not management.

There are other words for that behavior.

 

 

Simplification is the way

and can  be defined by those knowing the path,

and the true have no time to waste,

yet are wasted with the struggle for control.

 

There is, really, no such thing as control.

 

There is only the way,

known by the few.