“Two children now and a "wife" who doesn't speak with me

alone, trying to stay having no warmth but still, trying.

Good 'night, night see ya shortly,

after most of tomorrow when the sun goes down towards the sea.

Sometimes people just have to do the really hard things to survive.

I was learned and I was prepared and I was already alone, the world of isolation did not appeal to me.

My little son's face smiled on my back on a cold, cold day in August.

Opened up from the inside out there was no return ticket.

Shadows watched my movements through the paths of oncoming cars,

a walk to tomorrows in the nightmare of a day.”

“I MUSN’T DIE, I MUSN’T DIE, I MUSN’T DIE.”