There’s more in my life
than just me.
I sat, wondering, as my
hand moved
writing words, painting
pictures.
how long could this go
on?
My life up, yours down.
I tried, four years,
as our souls touched
in moments of extreme
closeness.
Still, you're gone and
me, alone.
Thinking, in the past,
trying
to go on without you.
You said space, but I
think not.
Simply boredom,
having done it all, no
point in repetitions.
I wanted changes
and now, so I must.
You took the environment.
All the drugs, all the
booze
blended to haze.
I could not see your
self anymore,
losing my functions.
We played fast lane
changes
ignoring traps, refusing
changes
while talk moved to
impossibilities.
I helped you, and you,
me.
We really tried.
My love for you was the
center of all I was.
Now alone, and me,
changing
our closer world,
broken.
Each space floats to the
plan of unknowns.
Even in hurt, we must go.
You see, our lives
contain others
who need us now.
There's more in our
lives than just us.
No one is alone,
who holds that thought.